I'm not really sure when it happened. Sometime over the last week it hit me that I'm about to leave Berry, my home for the past four years.
I still remember the day I moved in freshman year. I met the precious girl I had the privilege of living with until the end of my junior year.
I remember my first church service on campus.
I remember my first campus event,
my first class,
and my first day of work.
Then I thought about how much God has done in me during my days on this campus.
He has humbled me.
He broke through some dark, bitter roots in my heart.
He healed me.
He taught me about His birds.
He showed me how to love when it's difficult.
This list doesn't even really begin to scratch the surface of my college experience, but hopefully it gives you a little bit of an idea.
God has changed me a LOT.
I will graduate from this beautiful place in a short 17 days from now.
That is a crazy thought.
Especially when I consider how many times I wanted to quit.
Let me just tell you, it was a LOT of times.
I came really close to leaving.
Out of fear,
out of selfishness,
and out of just pure discontentment.
But by the grace of God, He sustained me and faithfully gave me the strength to endure the trials I've faced during my time here.
Some days were very long.
Sometimes it felt like it would never really be over.
Graduation felt 100 years away.
And yet,
it will be here very soon.
I'll put on that robe and my cords.
I'll walk across that stage when my name is called
and it will be finished.
So what is my point in all of this?
My point is this:
"Do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God you will receive what He has promised. For in just a very little while, He who is coming will come and will not delay. But my righteous one will live by faith. And if he shrinks back I will not be pleased with him." -Hebrews 10:35-38
Perseverance.
It's a difficult concept.
A great idea,
but hard to do.
Jesus said "Behold! I am coming soon!" (Revelation 22:7)
I'm here today to tell you that He will come back soon.
He is coming.
So if your days feel long
and you just keep wishing whatever fire you're in right now was over already;
take heart and be encouraged that He will not delay.
He is coming back for you.
Keep going at whatever He has given you to do!
Don't give up.
Because one day,
those who's names are written in the Book of Life will see the One with a robe reaching down to His feet and a golden sash around His chest (Rev. 1:13).
The One who said 2,000 years ago "it is finished" (John 19:30).
This life will soon be over, so keep going!
It may feel like a bottomless pit that just keeps taking things from you, but one day you'll wake up and realize your time is up.
Persevere.
It will be worth it if you have Jesus.
Promise.
"[God] has made my days a mere handbreadth; the span of my years is as nothing before you. Each man's life is but a breath."
- Psalm 39:5